September 2011
1 post
Surprise
I’ve been longing for you before I even know you.
The same picture my mind drifts towards in my subconscious state:
I walk into the door, wearing a blue dress (which varies sometimes) - the apartment is dimly lit - and you cup your hands over my eyes from behind. I let out a smile, and breathe in your atmosphere as our bodies touch. You nudge me forward through the hallway, leading me to...
August 2011
1 post
Suicide
Suicide.
So easy to contemplate, so easy to use as an escape.
It’s a paradox, isn’t it? It’s cowardly to run away from life, but it takes courage to completely deny your own existence.
Is it your right, though? Of course, it’s your life. Who else is in a better position to judge the circumstances you’re going through?
Suicide is probably a last resort. When one has completely lost control over...
June 2011
2 posts
Nocturnal
The soft, cooling breeze slides through the window grills and gently sweeps past my face. The monotone buzzing of the CPU has aligned with my breathing rhythm, and my working pulse.
It’s just the beginning.
The draft
Like a fresh sheet of paper, it was full of potential.
It could have been drawn on, with effort and an intention and end in mind. There wasn’t an end. Who was in the right position to define an end, anyway?
It could have been folded, like origami. Detailed, intricate, beautiful. Every fold made to perfection.
It could have been easily crushed, thrown away, forgotten.
It’s just the...